Father of the Universe, Creator, my Abba
I confess my weakness and ask Your forgiveness.
I need to feel control, and too often I let this need rule my life.
I know in my head You are in control, but my heart jumps in when I see something is out of control.
I know I have no ability to control the weather,
the political atmosphere in our country, choices other people make,
accidents, poverty, disease, danger, or war.
But sometimes this need for control allows the Teacher in me to jump in.
For 33 years my goal was to be in control of my classroom.
I knew my students needed guidance to learn self-control.
But chaos in the classroom does not provide
an ideal classroom environment for learning.
Controlled chaos is different;
my friend and co-teacher Emalie taught me this.
I know I cannot control other people.
I know that without Your grace my salvation would be impossible.
But I desperately need patience and insight
when I feel the need to take control of a situation.
Thank You for:
Your forgiveness,
Your grace,
Your patience,
Your love.
Your child, JoyMartell
Joining the Five Minute Friday community on Saturday with a one word prompt. We write for five minutes (I confess, I’m not so good at the time limit), post it, and then link up over at Kate’s blog.
Beautiful thoughts on control. Visiting you from #19 at the FMF. Blessings!
Thanks for stopping by.
Hi, Martell! Loved reading your words today. I am re-posting and joining you as your FMF neighbor this week.
Appreciate your affirmation!
I imagine it is harder for a teacher to give up control sometimes. Chaos really can ensure. Great post. Your prayer was beautiful.
Dropping by from FMF #81
Have a wonderful weekend!
You are so right. My massage therapist will say, “Thanks for your help”. Her sweet way of saying relax and enjoy!
Thanks for stopping by.
I learned something from you in every conversation. You bless me, Joy Martell.
Ah, sweet friend, I miss you. Coming back anytime soon? I imagine the weather can make it a little tricky.